Driving Down Emotion Lane

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to read minds. To know what others think about you and to know their thoughts and plans. All the time. No matter what. I'd hate that. Too much of a personal invasion of privacy.

So I got my Drivers Permit on Monday and I have come to a number of conclusions: ahem, 1. I hate lights 2. I hate lights at night 3. I hate light that shine right in your eyes at night 4. I hate big trucks 5. I hate driving big trucks 6. I think big trucks should only be meant for big daddy's and not little girls.
Summary of conclusions: I hate driving at night in a huge truck with bright lights shining in my face. Oh, and I also hate tailgaters too... >.<

Anyways. Recently I've been driving both on a realistic rode and a rode that I absolutely despise with a whole hearted passion: Emotion Lane. It's the worst street in the ENTIRE UNIVERSE. What is the point of emotions? Nevermind. I'm sure that they have a valuable purpose that I could easily figure out if I thought about it. Rather not think about it right now though.

Yesterday was the oddest day...I just felt...odd. Super odd. Going straight to FAA in the morning and then taking a PSAT test for 4 hours with only one 5 minute break >.< (oh, and a few 2 min stretch times :P). And then eating half my lunch there and the other half back at The Rock. And...lots of other things. Youth was fun, but I felt odd there too. I just did not feel myself. And the worst part is is that I'm bad at hiding it. Whenever something is wrong I always get super quiet-even more so than I already tend to be- and not very responsive...so to those who know me well I can tell the difference from "quite" and "super quiet" then you'll always be able to tell when somethings wrong.

Sometimes I just need a hug. A big, huge, tight, long bear hug. Given by anyone. But mostly Jesus. I can't wait to give Him a hug. To wrap my arms around Jesus and His around mine. It'll be an amazing day.

Today was an amazing day. See? Yesterday was odd, today was amazing. Wonder what tomorrow will be...? even? But I really honestly did enjoy today. Not just because I was able to go home early and not like at 5, but also because...just because :) I really enjoyed it. I felt very peaceful and happy. This morning I equipped myself with the Armor of God (Ephesians something) and it actually really worked! If you're reading this you should try it sometime. Seriously.

I want to learn French. I think it is one of, if not thee, most beautiful language evern :D I wanna learn it. Now. :D

Don't really know what else to say...although I have to say I'm not a very good blogger I realize. Don't usually know what to talk about. All well. Inspiration will come to me eventually. I hope.

Love,
--Becca <3 =)